for now

Life. One thing life presents as an enemy, an inevitable one, an unyielding monster to some, especially for those who have been spoiled their whole lives, is job, and along with it, money. For I have not been serious with life (I still treat the world rather childish), I do nothing but veer away from my own problems. The time will come where I have to grab life by the hand and just grab it, while it takes me full speed ahead, like a roller coaster. It will be rough, at the same time thrilling, and for it runs full speed, it will be mixture of things. But one must learn how to love life and everything associated with it. One must learn how to embrace it, let life fall in love with you and you of life, for there is nothing worse in this world to have life as your enemy. Job is what I want. Job is what I am currently looking for. And yet why am I still here idling, just sitting here, not wanting to take charge? I push myself at times, though not hard enough. Self-discipline is what I need. Adamant- that's it...that's what I need.